today, as i made my way to meet a friend at inala, i walked through heavy consistent rains, i didnt even care if it was going to flood.
i enter centrelink to wait for my friend, watched the early news which was talking about flash flooding all over queensland and that the floods may reach brisbane, i didnt really mind either.
my friend told me to step into the side gutter as a joke, i did it, i was still blank.
my friend starts talking about all the disasters that could happen, such as oxley getting flooded by wednesday, all i cared about was not being able to go shopping.
we travelled to a friends house via cab, the cab drove through a minor flooding on kings avenue, i thought it was fun while the cab driver and my friend were freaking out.
we arrived at our friends house, the frind was facebook-ing and saw a lot of pictures of floods at southbank, i didnt really give a damn.
later that night when i got home, my parents turned on the tv, nine news or a current affair was on at 6.30pm, showed flood pictures and videos, it made me bored.
then later on the same channel, some channel nine flood special crap show was on at 7pm, pissed me off, i was waiting to watch two and a half men.
the first video was exactly the same as the ones i saw during the whole day, even a long with the pictures, ive seen them all, but a song was added, Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol, i started to tear up. i actually started to feel sorry for those civilians that live in the flood regions. it was so bad that i faked trying to sleep and was sent to my room. i then did fall asleep. with tears rolling down my eyes.
after a day of trying to be positive around my friends, i couldnt hold on any longer and showed my true colours, the weakling that im known for, the gwang soo T.T
life is like a box of chocolates =[
